I am feeling better after the absyst in my stomache with all the infection. I had a cat scan done today, still have the absyst but the swelling and infection is going down. I have been in a lot of pain since this begun August 27.. til now. I am starting to feel better atleast. When I was pregnant and had a baby I was out of work for a week. I want to go back to work, I don't feel well enough yet. I was starting to see a head way in life... and I can not afford to stop. That is what my body is making me do. I go back in two weeks to do another cat scan. I hope by then they will take this drip pan out of me. There is a coil in my stomache pumping infection out and I empty it three times daily. They have to wait to do the surgery. I am supposed to go back to work, while my body drains the infection in this drip pan.. which I can manage if I take it easy. My work is fast food so I am not sure if it is sanitary and we move fast pace. I am going to talk with my boss, which speaks in a heavy accent and I can not understand her english... I can not work a lot of hours, or alone, and as hard until I am better and feeling like myself again. Another option which I am not going to mention to her is find a job that accomodates me better, I have had different jobs, even recent ones that I do not have to bust so much ass at. I work for free 15 hours a week off the clock to meet the impossible deadlines expected of me. I am promised a management position, working towards it, and I am only getting paid minimum until I make manager. I have never dealt with this crap in my life and know I can get paid better at something more low key and a better position. I can deal with this job and find a better one. My boss calls me everyday to tell me when I work and how long. If I have something to do she gets mad so I am not allowed a life. Now if I get an interview I am not going to take her crap and I will go. I am feeling really ill again... the Doctors act like I should not be in this pain. I am and they should figure out what is exactly wrong with me. Maybe it is a burst appendix like they think, I don't know. I can't trust them because I am in pain and they can not get me out of it.
